I'm just learning new things, and discovering new emotions. I'm not being consistent with my medication, and that's the cause of all my problems - I know I said it was a new start before, and it was. But now it's time for my reality to check in and to become more responsible. I almost ruined something I've wanted most due to my lacking, and I really don't want it to happen again. I've never been happier, honestly. I've never been so content, honestly. I'm (semi)comfortable with myself, for once. I'm comfortable with letting people know what I think, I'm comfortable with letting people know how i feel even - whether it's about someone, or something. Kicking out those negatives with these positives. And i like them.
he's the cure. i'm just waiting for next school year.